It all came crashing down on March 12, 1998. My ex-fiance and I had a horrible, nightmarish fight and broke off our engagement. It was two months and four days before we were supposed to say, “I do.” It was one of the worst days of my life. I felt like I was in a black hole and that I would never get out. I tried to take my life that night. I had no idea how I would ever feel better. Ever. I was so ashamed, embarrassed, felt like such huge failure and had no idea what to do. I felt so alone.
As moms, we have a lot on our plates and often forget about ourselves. Before I got married and had children, I was a busy and successful career woman. Once we got married, I still worked and then when I got pregnant with our daughter, I was put on bed rest at 7 1/2 months. My husband and I were in agreement that once we had kids, I would stay at home with them.
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I haven’t written about my Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD) in a long time. Well, I haven’t written on my blog in a very long time, for that matter. I have been busy with my Young Living Essential Oils business along with being a stay at home mom of 2 and homeschooling them. So, to say I am overwhelmed sometimes is an understatement.
I was diagnosed with Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder or PMDD in 1999 and have been trying my best to deal with it ever since then. I really think I had it way before then but was never officially diagnosed. PMDD has really rocked my world and I have had to learn to live with it. It has been quite a journey. Continue reading